Wednesday, January 28, 2009

illusion of life...

This is kind of disturbing ….and really a confusing one too…I would rather consider this as an “illusion” … of life….

Here is an story I came across….
A girl loved a guy…sweet girl…never wanted to hurt anyone…always happy…and cheerful… and so caring that she would take the utmost care so as to not hurt any body in any sense.

And that guy too loved her…how much, no idea, but he cared for her too much. The only thing he was unable to do was to know what this girl’s heart wanted…from him. He never was able to know what went inside the heart of the girl, and what the girl expected from him…instead he made her cry a lot many times. Still the girl knew that the guy truly loved her, and so was always with her, no matter what…

But then one day, another guy, average kinda…came in this girl’s life…and he fell in love with this girl at the first sight…
He knew…that she was the one…and so he started dreaming of her…

Then he came to know about the person this girl already in love was…still he didn’t loose hopes…and he thought he would become her best buddy…the best friend…and all he cared for were her smiles.

This girl too got attracted to this guy…as she felt happy with this second guy…
This guy knew how to make the girl happy…as he loved a lot more…day by day…

This girl too was feeling something different for this guy compared to the rest… but she couldn’t help it as she was already in relation to one person…thou she knew that she wouldn’t live always happily with that guy…still she never could come out of the relationship…she believed she would hurt the first guy…and so she never came closer to the other guy…

But the other guy did all sorts of things just to see this girl smile, and he really became an important person in life of this girl.

One day, the girl asked that how would the first guy wanted to end up their relation, as it was not practical for them to be together…and told him about the other guy…

The first guy, thought that his girl was taking a practical decision…so he wanted the other guy as compared to some unknown for this girl to spent her life with…and the girl was relieved…

She told the other guy…that she would like him to be her life partner…and confessed her past to him…
The other guy , only wished for her smiles, accepted her and told her that he was so happy to be her friend for life…

Then with the passage of time, as they came near to each other….eventually they both fell in love…

Now the girl confessed her love for this guy, and the guy was on cloud nine…
But this girl never told this thing to the first guy…that she didn’t have the same old feelings for him now, and she was fully in love with the second guy…thinking this would really hurt the first guy…

The first guy still believed that his girl had taken a decision out of life’s harsh realities and she still loved him…and was with the other guy because of him, and it was his love only still prevailing in girl’s heart and he was responsible for letting her go to the other guy…

The second guy knew about the past and though he had won her heart by his love only, believed the same…but he had heard from the girl that it was because of the first guy’s decision…this girl could think of him…as her life partner…and this sometimes did hurt his feelings…yet he never let it out to the girl….cos he never wanted her to be unhappy…neither he wanted her to be sad remembering her past…

This girl told the other guy…that she didn’t had the guts to tell first guy…that she was now in love with the second guy, and was completely dedicated to him only…

This many a times bugged the second guy…but all he could do was to keep silent…never forced her to tell the first guy the reality….

“But he did got hurt on listening…that ..girl gave the credit to the first guy…of her being with himself…in his life…and not because of his loyal love for her…”

He wanted to win her love in return of his own true love…not on some other person’s recommendations…no matter whosoever it came from…these thoughts always made him stand as a looser in terms of love the first guy… and really doesn’t know how he should interpret of the decision of girl to not let the first guy know of their existing relation…and so amazing love they both share…he just keeps silent…

And the first guy…now getting married to someone else….still is in the mis-understanding that they both took the practical decision…and were still in love with each other…only living apart….

While the girl truly in love with the second guy…still holds the reality in her heart…of what matters to her the most…


Really I think life acts sometimes as a big illusion for us…and we don’t know how to interpret it….as we never know what is the true meaning of it…

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